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Acorns to Oaktrees

February 5th, 2013 at 9:55 pm

Alone tonight

in: General

Alone
Sad

He does not comfort me.
I am afraid of him.
I don’t tell him things.

I am afraid that he will rant at me,
That he will reject me,
That he will hurt me.

I don’t tell him things.
I deny him that intimacy.
I am afraid.

I ask him to hold my hand.
He does not.
No comfort, no affection.

Would I feel safe if he held my hand?
Would I tell him those things?

Will I stay married to him,
If he doesn’t hold my hand?

Does he know the price
He may pay
For not holding my hand?

I haven’t told him.

Tired
Alone

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