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Acorns to Oaktrees

December 13th, 2008 at 8:11 pm

It’s so hard.

in: General

I spent the day with my brother, sil, niece, and parents. I can’t imagine a hell worse than this: loosing a child. I want to scream. I want to hit things. I do both. It doesn’t help. I cry. I hold them when they cry. I listen. Mostly, I listen.

I want him back.

I wish my father had been the one who died not my nephew. It isn’t right that a 90 year old should go on and on when a child of almost 3 can’t.

I want to take Diego to Fairyland. I want to drive him around and show him xmas lights. I want to take him to Starbucks and spoil him with hot chocolate and gingerbread cookies. I want to delight him with the xmas gift I got him.

I want to watch him grow up. I want to watch ToyStory over and over and over with him.

I want him back.

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    My heart goes out to you and your beloved ones!

    tini on December 14th, 2008
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