Neefer Sews, Crochets, Crafts, Swims, and Blathers about Kids

Acorns to Oaktrees

January 23rd, 2002 at 5:00 pm


Well, I’ve gained back 6.5 pounds. (sigh) It’s so hard for me. My
mother, who has never been supportive about this, seems to think that
if I just applied myself to this like I apply myself to everything
else, I’d be able to reach my goal weight and maintain it. Sheesh!
Can’t she just come out and say that I’m a failure in this? That’s the
implication. You’d think that I would have learned to not talk to her
about this by now. I think she’s been telling me that I’m fat since I
was 12. It’s like a sore tooth that my tongue can’t stay away from.

OTOH, I weigh less than 250 pounds (all time high!), 230 pounds
(plateau 1), 223 pounds (plateau 2), 215 pounds (plateau 3), 208 pounds
(plateau 4), and 198 pounds (plateau 5). Progress is slow.

Category: Eating Disorder Tags: , , ,

« || »

Comments are closed.

  • Historical Adventures of Neefer

    November 2018
    S M T W T F S
    « Apr    
  • Archives

  • My latest uploads to Flickr

  • Follow me

  • Connect with me